A thousand words couldn’t bring you back…

A thousand words couldn’t bring you back… I know this because I tried, neither could a thousand tears… I know this because I cried, you left behind a broken heart and happy memories too… but I never wanted memories.. I only wanted you

You told me you loved me but then you left!! I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, I will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!! You left me with the pain of a million cuts… I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why I can’t get over you, I feel like I don’t have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will I ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why I say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!! sophie warstler
I can’t sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can’t breathe when my heart is broke in two, there’s no beat without you. You are not gone, but you are not here. At least that’s the way it seems. Missing you isn’t the hardest part. Knowing that I once had you is. I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

I’m sorry. I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but it’s just me missing you.
Every one tells me you don’t deserve me, they are right you don’t deserve me I deserve you. I am sorry about never trusting you, I am sorry for always hurting you, I am sorry I can’t be who you want me to be, I am sorry I can’t be perfect, I am sorry for our past experiences, I am sorry I can’t be your dream girl/boy, what I am aiming for is I am sorry I am not good enough to be with you. I really miss you. Sometimes you think you’ve gotten over someone but when you see them smile you suddenly realize your just pretending you got over them to erase the pain of knowing they will never be yours. It takes a minute to find someone special a day to love them, and a life time to forget them. The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and knowing you can’t have them. Someday you’ll love me the way I love you. Someday you’ll miss me the way I miss you. Someday you’ll want me but I won’t want you.